In a Big Dilemma

I have been asking myself what I really wanted in my life. A successful career? A normal 9 -5 job which allows time for my jewellery business?

I am in a big big dilemma. I am so sick of keep changing jobs and readjusting in a new environment. I am afriad that I will make the wrong choice again.

Choosing A - A job which gives me better prospects but likely to be a hectic one. I may have no time to pursue my dream.

Choosing B - To stay in my current job. The culture here is a push factor. However there is improvement recently. I know that the boss begins to think highly of me. Should I just give up half way? Will things improve? This job allows me more free time for doing my jewellery?

Time to think and think.